Ranting.

I handed in my SOSE today and I didn't plagarise a single thing! Made me happy :)


But then Mum chewing me out in front of a visitor didn't make me happy.

By the way, the visitor was Mum's work collegue, and Mum decided, as a good parent does, to tell me off in front of her. Then she made me play saxophone for our guest, and my little sister kept interjecting with comments like "epic fail" and "that sucked" etc etc. In front of Mum and that guest.

And I hadn't made a single mistake in any song I played. In fact, I got a solo mark of A or A+ today for a performance in music to the class.

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Don't get me wrong, I know and love our guest quite well. That's why I got upset at Mum and B-chan (my little sister) for showing me up.

Now I'm in a really bad mood at my little sister. I would say I'm pissed but I made a promise to myself today that I would stop swearing both in my head and out loud.

And I made a similar promise to myself years ago that I wouldn't ever swear at my sister in my head or out loud, or call her nasty names in my head or out loud. It's a hard promise to keep on days like today.

And I was being really supportive for her today as well, because she just auditioned for the high school music program. There was me, telling her she did great, and giving moderated constructive criticism, such as watch your C sharps, and what does she do for me?

She calls me and my saxophone playing rubbish, that's what.

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I'd better stop posting these thoughts on a blog of optimism. I am optimistic. But I'm not stupid, and I know that we all get those days. And this is one of those days.

Maybe I should keep it to myself? But it feels strangely relieving to write it out . . .almost like impromptu therapy XD

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While I'm at it, I could rant at school, but I've said enough for today. If I started on that, we'd be here all night.

Love it to bits, but it can drive me and my sanity up the wall. (Yes, my sanity is a seperate being. Insanity is my primary default)



Oh, I have to check if we're free Saturday for Ruu-chan! I forgot to ask. Again. Me and my forgetfulness - not a default setting but simply a mechanical defect of my mind, must have dropped me on my head as a kid.


Mou~! Mum's asleep and I think Dad's kinda asleep too. It is half ten at night, after all. What did you expect? Any normal person would be asleep at this time of night. Unless you're completing last-minute assignments or secretly playing zombie games. *shifty look*

Totally not referring to coughHetaHazardcough. Ha. Sweet dreams after watching the feral zombie dogs XD.

*mental flashback of me shivering in bed, hiding under duvet*

Yeah . . .good times.


Hey! I have a sudden and insane urge to listen to Numa Numa song! Yayz!

*starts singing randomly* *Mage-chan comes over with murderous look in eye*

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand I'll stop now. Heh heh.


Better get to that assignment. Sigh.

~Shining Sunlight~